Big secret

So, I've been keeping something from everyone I know. Only one other person knows. This is something big. Something that most people would find very surprising. Maybe even a kind of shocking. It's killing me. It's so hard to keep this to myself. I have to tell someone.

Anyone.


I'm pregnant.

"Fish"

So, tonight I went fishing with Amber. It was nice to hang out. I really love that chick. It stinks that I've gotten to know her so well this summer, and now she's leaving for school on Friday. I feel kind of cheated. Like I got to be with her for only a little bit. But that's how God works I suppose. I'll miss having somebody my age to talk to. Everyone else I know is young. That's not a bad thing, it's just sometimes younger people can't understand some things. I'm sad...honestly and truly. I'm going to miss her.